The internet is supposed to be the one place that you are supposed to be the most anonymous person you can be and yet, by being 500 miles away from a bulk of my family, the only way they keep tabs on me. To be honest, I want my family to know what in the world is going on in my life and what’s going on. That scares me because I am insecure. I really have nothing in life that is worth noting on a regular schedule. I am over worked, under paid and under appreciated in my employment. I feel like my family doesn’t understand why I chose the job I did. I feel like my husband is the only one who does make an attempt at understanding me and I will now start spilling my guts on the internet. Way to go for animosity! I am broken, misunderstood, trampled, angry, bitter, comforted, consoled, held, cherished and beloved. Why? Because I believe that through my faith in God, all that drags me down and lifts me up, is for some greater purpose.

When it comes to blogging, I have always thought I need to share some deep, enlightening, theological thought to the internet. I suppose that someday when it boils down to it I might. This may not be the purpose of this blog. There are days that I may want to angrily vent about what’s going on, seemingly ponder many things for the next, and then gush about the things that are going right. I don’t know where this is going, but eventually, and you will see it, I will have a theme. My theme is Faith.

Faith is the…

1.     confidence or trust in a person or thing: faith in another’s ability.
2.     belief that is not based on proof.
3.     belief in God or in the doctrines or teachings of religion.
4.     belief in anything, as a code of ethics, standards of merit, etc.
5.     a system of religious belief.
(Thank you
I have faith in myself, my husband and those that I work with.  I have faith in God, love, and the Catholic Church. I have a faith that is my own. Call my someone who has their head in the clouds or who does not have their act together, and I may not be a happy person, but I will at least let you know how I feel, and it is that honestly that makes me who I am. Take me or leave me and I will certainly do the same.

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